Strongly believes that everything happens for a reason and that it is the best from GOD. Life is extremely unpredictable & to expect the unexpected coz not all that we want in life will be granted. Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder and what matters most is the inner beauty rather than what is being potrayed as what we see can be deceiving. Be true to your heart and stay focused in what you want in life

SICK....

That part of the month is here again. and i am on mc again. i was all ready to leave the house at 6am when the cramps started. it was excruciating. i tot i was lucky this time coz my period came earlier than last mongth and yest being my day off i get to rest in bed without the need of taking mc. but it proved me wrong. the pain continued to attack me early morning. i swallowed a tab of buscopan and another arcoxia - a long acting painkiller. and guess what? gastritis! i took it on empty stomach. so i called the ward to say tt i am seeing the dr and apologised tt i cant make it. they had to call my hca iz to come earlier. she start at 10am today and i am the only AN today.

i called iz to pass hubby the 'thing' but she was so busy that she hang up on me. i wasnt angry but i guessed she might be very busy. and she called be back half an hour later apologising to me for slamming down the fon. she was pissed off with the SN's there were 4 of them and NONE helped her with the diets. she is the only junior on shift and she had to cover the AN's role but come on cant one of them help her????? 4 SN ok. and all doing the staff nurse job and left this poor girl to do a AN role??? i hate it when they do that. we AN can assist them with their work tho not everything but like the triage-ing, registration of pts (thats their job ok) etc and i don understand why my SN's cant do dressing when there are so many SN. in my dept tt's the short stay ward which is also under emergency dept, there will always be 1 AN, 1 HCA & 2-3 SN's so why cant one of them be a junior if the HCA or AN is on off or mc? they wud just sit and so their paperwork. i do understand that at times they are very busy but if they are busy we are busy too. we serve the diets, we arder the diets (and send it to kitched), our 4 hly parameters, hourly clc monitoring, answer call bells, accept admission, discharges, maintain the i/v drips q4,q6 making sure it doesnt run dry, nebuliser all this they expect us to do plus dressings and maintaining the cleanliness of the cubicles. oh not forgetting sending pt's to x rays, ct scans, transfers.. they don do all that. they serve medications and write reports and make rounds. so will it kill them to help us with the dressings? its not ONLY AN job. sometimes we get over staffed and all the SN will be doing SN job. if i am on duty i will ask one of them to be a junior. but poor iz she cant even voiced out coz she is just a HCA. so what? hca is just as important.

i am now at a junction of wheter to resign by jan or to stay. i cant stand the bitching and the backstabbing but where doesnt? everywhere is the same. i am a bitch too if my juniors didnt do their work correctly. i will make a bigg fuss of it. coz i make sure to do my work correctly and promptly and i don accept ppl handing over to me slipslop work. i wont tolerate tardiness. and yes i do show it with my unhappy face and voice it out. i wud even call the person (who have left) abt why her job is incomplete. i just cant stand half done job. and as a senior staff i guess they must have known their job well by now and don need to be reminded rt?

some of my colleagues like to stay back after work to finish off their job - and to them it shows that they are hardworking and willing to sacrifice their personal time for work. but to me it just shows how incompetent u are. being not able to complete ur task on time. its shameful right? but thats what the management wants. they want u to carry their balls (membodek), show that u are hardworking (when u are not) and thats why these ppl get promoted easily. haizzzz......

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